Back from Sister's not-v-surprise birthday party. Was almost like a Suwenn-Nat situation except hers wasn't THAT bad. I hope she has fun, after all its the one and only sacred 21.

How scary. Imma turn 18 in a holy-shit-less than a month. I hope things will turn out fine... Well at least I know I'll have luverboi (Hi I no you're reading this) w me :-)

(@)(A)(*)

I lurve MSN emoticons :-)

Excited about wedding on Monday (Secretly looking forward to the food, specifically MUSHROOM : >) , but still undecided on what to wear.......
Sucks2bme -> Fat+Ugly+Bad Skin :-(

Oh 1111!

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Okay I will sleep soon am pretty tired from training hmm..

11.30pm

Where art thou................................... :-(

Oh well I should probably go to sleep soon.
This holiday = squash, squash, squash

Not really complaining cause I'm kind of hoping we'll make something out of this and prove to people that we can do it if we want to.

I hate hormones like soccer (trainings) because they make me break out, make me fat, and make me upset.

Hardcore diet/training/making something constructive out of my life finally starts tomorrow.

Yq be a disciplined girl please I beg you. For once, please.

Am living on past msn conversations to keep myself alive, how pathetic....
Obvly the joy from retail therapy doesn't last long. :-(:-(:-(

GMH!!!

Its so hard. :-(